but as murphy has stated... if something has to go wrong. it will!!!
I got my results yesterday... and they were crappy... My friend had told my result so i went to college today to check them out again. Somehow u always want to see the result urself to believe it.
Therefore in the morning i went to college on my new bike!! That was the only nice part of the day.... lonnnnnnnnng bike ride...
I saw my result.. It read a shitty 6.2 only 0.2 greater than last sem. It was depressing and frankly speaking i felt very bad about it... more than wht i generally am...
Scoring low can become a habit i feel.. I mean it can happen due to bad luck... or u just lose confidence in ur abilities. No matter what u do.... u just dont score... I always used to wonder why kids in my class are stuck on 60 odd % .. in school days haan... that time when i was scoring pretty decent marks it never struck my mind what they must be going through..
Probably now i realise what they must have felt. What they must have been going through....
Once u score less u become kind of an outcast... more than the people discriminating against u.... its U urself who discriminates... U dont feel proper to hang out with people who score marks much more than u...and u tend to find solace amongst people who score the same marks as u do .. people try to cheer u up.... they tell u set realistic targets and try to achieve them... even i had done such things in school... telling a 60% guy that set a target of 65 or 70% and work towards it...
Thats bullshit u know..... coz it wont help....... it doesnt help... u end up scoring 60% only if u set ur sights on 70%........ if u believe in urselfgo for 90%... aim for the top..... i mean come on.... what the harm in doing so...... "if u aim for the stars..... u will reach the topmost peak"..... "U R the BEST UNLESS PROVEN OTHERWISE!!!"
most of the times it happens that u fall badly on the ground or are time and again proven that u are not the best...... but things happen and u have to move on
And if u have to move on u should move on with a positive intent...... JUST ASSUME THAT U R THE BEST!!!!
This is the most confusing post i have written and i dont know wht it looks like... its just that i am taking out the day's frustration out here.
8 comments:
u noe wat i seriously kno wat it feels lyk to b in this mood..i had gone thru this in my 2nd sem(many 4m our batch suffrd)...the even sem thing...hostel lyf n many other things put togethr had screwd my scores....6!!!!
well in my case my dad helped me a lot...evn hes an electrical engineer n he planned out stuff 4 me...the only thing i had in my mind was "i m not gettin a 6 again...no way...i vil aim 4 9(as u said hw does it matr newy...set higher goals...)i did..i tried...reachd 8.4...atleast nw i m not undr the misconception dat m dumb...
so basically itz just dat u gotta giv urself a jerk...wake up..this has 2 stop..n dont think AT ALL about the previous results...think bout wat wer u in ur school dez...n go 4 it...all the best!!!!
n v all noe this senior of ours is actually brilliant not only in studiez but many many other things...cheers!!!;)
niceeee congrats
the only place where consistency sucks is your marks. when i get marks less than my last record, i feel agitated but don't lose my cool. but when i maintained the same marks for y first 3 sems, i was even more pissed off as if somebody had challenged my character. :O Freaking consistency! :x
dunno why but i feel like saying i know how u feel.........now dont say u've never been through this.....so what???.......being ur bestest buddy i know wat ur going thru.......or were going thru(at the time you posted this)......
i have told you a hundred times an i'l tell u once again that i'l seriously pray for that one good result of yours, which will restore your faith and spirit......
praying is the last resort i guess
patki.............your post reflects my feelings so well.......but the worst part is that i had got 8.3 once in engineering and then i tumbled!!!!!!!!!
now we have only 2 sems to sdo anything we can......
hmmmmm...i can understand the (e)motions u went thru....
mera bhi kuch aisa hi haal hain....it doesnt help when u r the lowest in ur group.......and i am probably the lowest in the entire class...
the nadir of my academics but then i am forgetting my IIT :p
i dont know about my case but i can say for you...6 or 8 or 10 will in the long run make no difference...u will outshine others because of ur other qualities....
starting with this perspicacious blogging ....All the Best and God Bless
thanks ameya
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